nada as usual. 
I'm havin a BBQ on sat.. whoooooo.... FOOD!! I AM MAKING A CRAPLOAD Of FOODLIKE ITEMS.
 WHy?? 
I ike to feed people.. go figure. RIght now it's like 5 46 in the AM. I've been awake for practically the whole night.. I cleaned and folded stuff and read a book.. and NO I'm not on crack, I just can't sleep. Agh 
I miss my bestes bud emily. She moved to NY with her parents and now she's in london with this 30 something year old guy that she's madly in love with.. oy. She's only 18!!! AAAAHHH!!! Also I think I'm falling for a guy I've only talked to on the net and on the phone.. oy. That's just the dumbest thing ever. Haven't even met the guy.. Even looking at it on the page looks stupid. PORQUE!?!? GOd I hope I'm not going down as terminally lonely, doomed to wander through the sands of love and lust forever. that would suck. Anyway, since no one reads this, I'm sure it's ok to talk about that crap anyway. DASHA needs to WRITE TO ME!! And stop putting your stuff on your page in RUssian.. I CAN"T READ IT. 
AGH. 
good vibes to all 
chi

 Sweeet. 
totally going to the denver museum of nature and science in a bit. YES!! I know.. dorky.. but I love that stuff. 
Planetarium, here I come! WHHAA CHHHAAAA aaaaaaa AAaa
hehehe. 

 still nothing. What am I supposed to talk about, cheese?? 
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?! lol. jk jk. 
my head is usually like this. It's kinda nice though, just being able to say whatever I am feeling or thinking, and not really have to worry about retribution, or really any sort of judgement. You can't see me, you can't hear me; you can't even tell if the words I am typing are all just a sham. Neat. Even if you do decide to post and say this is crap, it doesn't really mean anything.. I mean, what are you trying to do?? Keep my from my thoughts?? Oh no.. please !!! PLLLLEEASE don't spam me!! Or tell me how stupid my ideas and feelings and thoughts are, those that are best as base as your own. ya. whoa. that was awesome... lol. 
more later I suppose. 
love 
chi

 firsty.. 
well not much to say as of yet, but this is my first post.. hopefully more to come, if I remember, which I doubt. BUT I MUST TRY!!!! WHYY!??!!? For my buddyo Dasha, who is now in Japanland. HI DASHA!!!!! *wavey*
gotta find her.. but not today.. I'm much too important and busy today. 
more later. 
love 
chi